[5/8, 11:00 AM] MT-Penda: If it ever happens today,
The designer will be gone,
For twice I almost was crashed,
Therefore if it ever happens today,
The poet will be gone,
The filmmaker will die
Before any of her films are ever made,
The filmmaker will be gone,
At least I lived,
Those days I breathed
In those years I was living,
If it ever happens today,
Just know it wasn't meant to be,
Nor was it the day, but
If it ever happens today
Just know those designs will never be seen,
Maybe those minor poems published
But her novel incompletely left in the laptop,
Saved until deleted to make space,
If it ever happens today,
Send a message to the one I love,
A million trillion apologies, and love letters, you may write, only, saying " I'm sorry" " I love you"
If it ever happens today,
You should cry,
If it ever happens today, for even my heart feels tired, needing that time to myself, knowing best I ain't good with thinking, if it ever happens today, she loves you all, She done her hard best to show, She loved you all , if it ever happens, someone read her poem ' joyous celebration ' ,
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