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ENDLESS SLEEP
ENDLESS SLEEP
BY C WYNTER

I just want it all to end, Maybe I will find such peace,
Maybe it will be ok then, if I just drift off into endless sleep,
Where nothing can touch me, Reality doesn't exists on this plane,
Where I can just dream, anything to forget all this pain,
I am tired, so damn tired, feeling every bit of this empty,
I wish I could ain't for higher, but this mind is not of safety,
I am disappointed I myself, say goodbye to the goals I held dear,
I guess it can't be helped, when depression grips you along with the tears,
I find myself contemplating, how best to just overdose,
Not everyone is worth saving, and I now this close,
Of letting go as my life falls apart, nothing can keep me here any more,
Only silence within my heart, as I lose who I was before,
It's only a matter of time, but I think it's far too late,
I am already losing my mind, losing myself to this fate,
I just want to sleep, where nothing can ever reach me for sure,
I guess I really am weak, because I can't do this anymore.


© C.Wynter