The Hollow wants
the sophisticated smile
the constant fight
over mind and heart
the illusion between
right and wrong
the screams
the fear
the anxiety
the madness
yet
a pure silence
a calmness
through whirlwind
the words
you wanna
spill out loud
but you
keep still
without uttering
a single word...
the eyes
which are
once vibrant
is now just pale
completely dried
out of tears
They say
through pain you grow
but NO
through pain you diminish
diminish into
parts
broken pieces and
lonely souls...
the consecutive play of
the regrets,
the lie,
the hate,
this fucking life
shit the trauma is real
it's fucking real
I could hear
my own screams
shouting
struggling
crying
to be out of this
deep dark abyss
to just
get away
with
everything
the scars
It stays
It lives
It will remind you
for I'm here
to wreck you
for I'm here
to sting you
for I'm here
to make you ' miserable '
to go through this
all
ALONE
and there is
not a single soul
who you could
share
or maybe
you don't wish
to share...
call it
fear of being judged
or
you hate
to be a victim ...
it's the length of hurt
that will
destroy you
the price
for believing
for trusting
for waiting
for everything
to change...
the agony
in the drift
between love and hate
we live
sadly...






© All Rights Reserved