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Going Under
I’m always driven by my emotions.
And I tend to absorb people’s energy around me.
Why do I have to apologise for having a mental illness. Am I the one to blame for being sick in my head. Always surpressing the inner demons that are trying to drag me under. No one ever notices. Is it the pain that makes me selfish. Internal constant suffering out of my control as I mask the pain dwelling inside of my soul. The pain waiting to be healed and released. I spread peace and love wherever I go. But none of that ever goes appreciated. Born in to this world without the will of my own, painful depression surrounds me, I’m only human have I sacrificed my own well being to help others because now I have no energy left for myself.
© WarriorWithin
And I tend to absorb people’s energy around me.
Why do I have to apologise for having a mental illness. Am I the one to blame for being sick in my head. Always surpressing the inner demons that are trying to drag me under. No one ever notices. Is it the pain that makes me selfish. Internal constant suffering out of my control as I mask the pain dwelling inside of my soul. The pain waiting to be healed and released. I spread peace and love wherever I go. But none of that ever goes appreciated. Born in to this world without the will of my own, painful depression surrounds me, I’m only human have I sacrificed my own well being to help others because now I have no energy left for myself.
© WarriorWithin
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