I feel my heart is wrenching and ask myself is it all worth it? The pain... the crying... the anguish...

Is he worth it, again and again I asked...
The pain was here to stay,
I remember him telling me he wasn't ready , so was I ...

Was I here to destroy him , If I was the devil's person ? he asked ...
Felt the bullet fired at me
Heavy I was ... as I was 3 months pregnant...

Suicide was the only option...
Was it worth it ?
sobbing I cried asking myself ,
Pain , tears was my only food now...



© Eliswa