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contemplation sans action !!
I'm confused a bit,watching the visions of my armor depleting fast
simultaneously with the view of an approaching victory
But could it really be possible before I breathe my last
I'm fed up of these sour losses but even if I win,it tastes bittersweet
Have spent hours each day tryna preoccupy myself with something that could last
longer than our lifetimes cuz I'm a lunatic obsessed with the beauty of this tragic feat....

that I once considered as heroic in my mind
but now have only a strong disregard for
cuz now I believe I myself churned up the storm that has turned up into this blizzard for
it's like putting up all of your dirty laundry on a rocking chair
then fear it with lights off thinking it to be a ghost
and asking who's there ??
Sounds idiotic but that's a great analogy to understand my situation
For I've now come to know what remains the value of a life with seemless contemplation
accompanied with a lack of willful execution !!

© @unshakableabhishek