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We?
I'm just going to pretend I didn't hear what you said
And it doesn't make me wish we'd end
And you were dead
Because if I choose to acknowledge it, I end up scared and alone and in my head
The voices are louder than usual
Everyone's looking at me but they seem so casual
They're whispering..
They're whispering but I can still hear what they're saying
It's about me..
About how I'm so damn weak
About how I always manage to sink on dry land
About how I never move without shaking hands
I can't breathe
I feel water gathering underneath my feet
And their stares are making me downbeat
I'm drowning again
The ground is solid but somehow I'm drowning again..
It's all in my head
It's all the things you said
It's not real... Right?
If it isn't then why is my chest feeling tight
I'm going to die now..
My consciousness is seeping from within me
I'm slipping.. again