Woah !!..
wait a minute ,
why weather's changing ?
Its just a gaze of those eyes.
may be a minute of meeting.
Certainly I felt summer in air before,
and why I'm now feeling the
winter's breeze and spring's blossom
all of sudden.

Am I smiling for no reason ?
it was my same playlist ,
I used to listen everyday.
And this moment, why it is reminding me
to think you in every words of love.
Is this me same as me a second before?

Did I lost something ?
If not why my eyes wandering for something
that I haven't lost .
It says , it was my heart's command to find you
in the crowd of people that I know no one.

I'm wondering , who are you ?
Like this , many more questions about you
listing in my mind ,
like a never-ending loop
printing infinite definite values.
So what I'm becoming ?

People I'm seeing now are upsetting me,
while I'm expecting you in front always.
Having rollercoaster feelings,
that goes up and down , up and down.

Symptoms like
tired mornings and heartbeat evenings,
counting stars and a lonely song,
walking along under the street light lamps,
Forwarding roads , that leads me to you.
Ask me "what I want ?" and give you , nonetheless .

I wanna say ,
Take my hands ,
and invade fingers.
utter some words ,
that soothes my soul.
not much I need ,
till my life span fades.
Tell me what you expect and
see me all I do it .

Dreaming you in reality ,
and living with you in scenarios that
I made in mind.
In all dark nights and
brighter sunny days. feeling like
I'm running out of patience, and
everything out of control. Please ,
just make this urge settle.

Come and collect all of me, coz
waiting hurts than I thought.
water the seed that you planted in me.
Is this urge states the symptoms of love ?.
And I guess , I'm out of cure.
I would need a million years,
If you ask me my life with you.

Don't say I'm the one feeling .
So make this love kill me till end.
and spare my life in every smile.
If I'm asking too much , see
How I love you that much.
So tell me what's your answer ?
say yes !! or yes ?
do you felt any of these symptoms ?
give a sign that's all enough.
so let your eye smile , say your
words , I want for ..


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