Couple nights in a row
Started counting till I couldn't now
Almost the same time each day
2.45,3.45 till I couldn't sleep no more
With the constant anxiety attacks starting to peek in
With my personality fading away slowly
Turning myself into someone I don't know slowly
Because I say this you say that
I ask this you mostly misinterpret that
When I ask, you don't answer
When I don't answer you get mad
Making me appear bad
The twist and turns
The constant roll over in my bed
Yet each time I go back
Even when I stand my ground
All in the name of love
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