I close my eyes ,
darkness filled in my head,
this darkness is trying to,
scramble meaning of what I think,
I breath in and release and,
continue for several times,
In order to feel the pain,
floating in my mind.

Then I found myself somewhere,
far away from the existing world,
a place filled with words,
peace and thoughts.
There I found" BEING A GIRL"
at the centre of the space,
surrounded with TEARS, ANXIETY,
JUDGEMENTS and FEARS.

A sudden noise woke me up,
I found myself sleeping,
was it just a dream?
or reality living.
I washed,I brushed and,
went to the office,
There on the table lyied ,
some brand new magazines.

I picked one on the top,
took a close look,
saw a girl in the cover,
in two-piece obviously loose .
then I sat down and felt low,
Are we really a model for show?

Then deep down,a voice arose
are we born to be a support?
Then I thought about the society,
Neighbours and elders.
A weak mindsets and
dirty intenstions.
Are we here for the judgements?
or we are the beauty to be preserved.

we are termed weak,
if we cry,
and betrayer if we lie.
it's a crime ,
if we fall in love,
and you are praised fall in love.

we are drunk ,
if we scream meaning,
and stupid,
if we dream of winning.
prohibited from studying and ,
you want an educated partner .
if we are busy,
we are being distracted,
and you never get free
oh!how hardworking.

we are tored, bitten
and eaten up each day,
it's a topic of pity ,
isn't it?
but will you accept
if you found someone like this?
a girl in short dress
what a shame,
a boy abusing an innocent,
he is good in this game!

if a men loves his wife,
wife never let's him alone,
and having constant argument,
the man deserved better!
why this mentality is hurting relations,
a man knows how to handle situations.
A girl is not a piece of trash,
nor each men is a bad ones.
we exist here and are nothing
without eachother .
you might think this poem isn't good at all
but this is a feeling of" being a girl "

© inspirational hub