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The Old Soul #10 Antares is feeling truth
The old soul has falling deeply in love but.... there is a horrible truth. the love is more telepathic and the truth be told is Gemini has already committed to someone else and is falling in love with forbidden Sagittarius. over a one year period Antares fights his desire of love but cannot shake his feelings. That damn Gemini is a indecisive sign and continues to be pulled in all directions, her reality and her dreams have a beginning and end in her mind. Sagittarius doesn't believe in God so therefore his arrogance will prove to be his curse while Gemini is loyal to her current feelings and can't seem to see past her now and is a prisoner of Sagittarius law and rule. She is deceived by her own emotions and won't allow herself to realize the bigger pieces of God's blueprint, lifes deception is lifes prison.
Twin flames as it was announced. we are twin flames are we not Antares exclaims, hurt and confused he fights the feelings of love for he has learned of his undoing. love will prove to be the true undoing of Antares and now understands that love is the final lesson to be learned in a world full of hate and war , seems to be exactly what not to expect in a backwards society were love is the all powerful possibilities of everything, is also the most vulnerable act that requires a fearless courageous heart to withstand such disappointment people tend to bestow upon each other.
as time progressed, Antares learned how to disconnect for his love loss was devouring him every day creating a dark battle within that constantly flirted with insanity and hate. He could only do one thing. disconnect and go into auto pilot as his fixed sign will allow him to turn off all emotions and release the love infected soul into the universe. his current mind and body continues to live and work, doing what it needs to do on earth while the other part of his soul wonders into a descolet empty location were he simply shuts himself down in hermit mood and freezes into a solid rock like a statue to fight his battle in isolation.
Goddess of earth sees her son frozen in the desert and sends him into a monument in the heavens to be observed as a statue of hope in love.
20 seasons later, Gemini and Sagittarius are walking along with there family on a holiday retreat. long after Antares has disappeared, Gemini notices the statue in the courtyard and has a very familiar feeling of connection with the statue. A forgotten feeling from long ago, strong, but can't help feel like there is a connection with Gemini and this statue. one moment, she says, Sagittarius a bit annoyed agrees, Gemini and her mindless reasons for a moment. He takes his mind of his wife, drawing attention to his kids. She walks to the statue and says in a whisper, I don't know who you are or our connection, but I can't help but pay my love to you.. she places a kiss on the tip of her ring finger and touch the statue on the lips as a kiss as she turns and leaves. Sagittarius is just about annoyed when he turns and sees his wife coming back, such a inconvenience he thinks. Good lets move on he thinks unaware of her gesture to the statue.
As soon as she placed that kiss on the lips of the statue, his eyes lit for a split second a white dim light in the eyes, he slowly falls backwards and at that moment, Gemini was going to sleep and started to dream of the statue. and this is what she dreamt.
She seen the statue fall backwards into the abyss that separates the heavens from the earth. he's falling fast gaining such speed and velocity, he comes crashing down from the heavens onto earth causing a avalanche crashing down the mountain side, his body comes apart being smashed into many pieces. at his final resting place his cavity cracks in half and the metallic sphere (Antares) his heart rolls out slowly and gracefully down into the dry riverbed where it rests in the cracks of the earth were it will rest over the next 20 seasons enduring the scorching heat and desert like conditions.
Gemini returns to the gallery some time later to learn that the statue is missing. odd she thinks. she remembers the dream.
Zeus is walking among the earth when he sees Antares ( the heart) laying in the ditch. he smirks and with little effort grabs lightning from the sky and rains bolts upon his heart, like a crazy storm more suitable in the heavens. thunderous claps sound, crashing over head sends water gushing towards the dry riverbed and floods the area like a lake created in the seconds.
later the riverbed dries out and the sphere (heart) sprouts roots far and deep into the earth and one sunny day a perfect tiny scorpion emerges from the heart and rises up fast and turns itself into a man. new and reborn, he becomes aware of his existence and sees his shadow. naked and flawless his souls calls out to his other part of his soul, Antares is born again and is about to learn who he is........ the death of a hero emerges.
3rd phase. knowledge and wisdom
love is the expansion of self and can grow limitless. Antares has a new suite of armor. dazzling armor made from pure love.
to be continued......
© Antares M1 Dom001. 71