I never thought I be loosing you 🥺🥺😞😞😭😭

Having fun always been our thing ,
Hang out, go out and enjoy every sec, and every min that we have with each other ..
You are my best friend our friendship means alot to us ...you always one phone call away ,

I love you bestie you are the best ,
Even when I fuck up you still there with me no matter what ..

You always tell me to be careful but some times I dont listen to you and you get mad at me and some times I dont get it why ..

Some times I feel like you my mother lol , but I know you only care the same way I care for you but I am more stubborn than you ...

I remember I wanted to go out and you did not wanted to go with me, and I was mad at you for not coming ...

But,
I end up going any ways, with different friends those type of friends you told me about to stay away from but I was mad at you that I did not listen ..

Ps I am sorry for that ..

I when to the club that night and got really fuck up and the last thing you told me if you going to be drinking please dont drive take the uber ,

but yet I told you I got this I would not drink I just wanna have fun and enjoy my day but I lie to you to my bestfriend ..

So I told you I be fine, one thing let to another I got really fuck up friend ,
I am so sorry you not coming with me really got me all fuck up cause you choose to stay home and study and all I wanted to do is hang out ...

It was 2.pm and you did not answer your phone ,
I was lost and confused my fake friends had left me all alone like you told me they would in the club , i could it call uber cause i couldnt see what the fuck i was doing ,
So I end up taking the car cause I did not wanted to take a ride with some one I did not knew ..

While driving home I call you but yet you did not answer..

why you not answering my call please answer bestie ,but I figured you was sleeping so I hang up and continue driving ...

I was so intoxicating with my self that I was slidding left and right I did not knew what I was doing ,

I am sorry bestie I should it listen to you and not when to the club i was been a bitch that I am to you ,and drink I fuck up big time ...

While driving I felt my wheel slipping from my hands, i was scared and did not know what to do ,I was in the free way on the bridge ,,
making my last call to you ....

I am sorry bestie but i cant make it home,
I want to tell you I love you with all my heart thank you for been the best friend I ever had and the only one who had ever cared for me when no one else did and gave me they backs on me but you didn't ..

Love you,
my love always and for ever .....car crash phone disconnects...

I am sorry bestie ,
I wish I could ,
it hear your voice for the last time ...I feel free ,

Free from the pain bestie i wish you feel what I feel is beautiful up here only if you can see what I see ..

I know you are in pain at this moment bestie I know you in deep pain but I know you cant feel me but I am here next to you like you always did for me 😞.

Once again I am sorry for leaving you in this world alone I should it had listen I am sorry bestie ..

We will see each other again I promise you that love you ......

Some times is not about the story is about real life and real people that goes threw this every sec ,every min and every hour, some times we try our best to do what we can but is up to them to choose ...

This short story is for those who had lost some one due to drinking and driving family ,husband, wife,friends, fiance and child or grandmother, grandfather and grandparents and every one else in they life ..
Life is short enjoy while you have it with your loved one cause you will never know when it be your last ....