It seem like I never thought would about it but sometimes I felt that it wasn't a love it just a lust . Might be I am wrong to judge things like that but I don't know what to conclude at the end . But I also wanted to be loved by someone it really works some years but not much more is going on. We never thought it will end up like this but that how it going .
We have to accept the fact always we seem that it was love but you should question your self isn't was love or a lust. Everytime I question about my past...