Saturday are for rest but we use it to do the things that we didn't get done throughout the week. There was a solomon peace about the entire situation. I didn't give last night much thought of all the why. You know the questions that we ask why didn't this or that happen. Nick went in searching the fridge, I went home to change there was a miss call from Trina. I took my shower got back to Nick's sat down to a nice breakfast.
You're spoiling me, are you like this all the time I asked? He just looked. But from tuition I knew he was. It's played out you know the good of things I mean. It's said that the world is a harsh place but it's really made that way by less care. The care is being misplayed for weakness.
I'm not trying to spoil you Tess I
just want to do my part you're in my house. I don't have a role to play things come as natural to me as Mother taught me. I'm hungry I can cook so why shouldn't I cook.
I could tell that what he was saying was the real him I could feel it in his manner. When a man like that gives you an inch you don't take advantage of it, you nurse it. You return it, you mellow in and give tit for tat.
You don't say very much he said.
It's new and different not what I'm use to. This is a experience that I crave I never thought that I could experience it. You're so relaxed it sweet it's calming I like it. I never been around anybody like you.
It's nothing new he said I just don't intervene in. I think there's a difference in everybody it's not to be changed to satisfy me. If I don't like a difference I move on everybody are who they are until they're made to change. I can't live your life Tess I just want to treat you the way I want to be treated.
I understand that I can't tell you to stop breathing and I'll breath
for you. Everything is just that simple for me you are who you are. I can't change you I can only be the person that the Lord has made me to be.
Folks will and do try to change you into what they consider is best for them. Things that they like or don't like instead of just being with someone that already have their qualifications.
Tess I'm alone because I am this way. I'm not going to turn into your qualifications just to be with you.
There's no sense in being somewhere you don't want to be or being with somebody that don't like you. Because Tess the truth is if a person like you they'll never try to change you.
They try to change you because they just don't like you. I lived that way for a long time and I don't want to live like that anymore.
We sat there in the kitchen talking drinking coffee til about 9.
I like who you are I said and I like that you don't change to satisfy others.
We moved to the sofa talk continued
the more he said the more I knew I liked him. When two people really like each other there's no need for change.
There is always going to someone that don't like the way you are but you don't ever have to change for nobody but you.
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