Whenever you get with someone the reasons could be for anything. They might look good to you or you just want to have sex with them. Some just want to be together you know.There's million of reasons to want to be with another person.
I just straight up like to be with Nick. We sat around until lunch time talking about the usual do's,don'ts
and wants. After we ate he went out to the car porch packing his truck with boxes to take to storage. He was working but I thought that I should cram a week in two days. Hell I already slept with the man I mean I got in his bed and went to sleep. I went in made us some tea an excuse for his time on me.
He was standing by his truck with the driver door open, when do you leave this time I asked? This time?
His eyes fell in mine as I kept connection he smiled. Not answering he stepped over to where I was leaning against a post. His hand found mine. He leaned in allowing our lips and tongue to just slightly touch.
A kiss like that makes you think. I'm doing everything not to get in too deep. Nick the man you show kinda push me to wanna just let go. What are you so scared of Tess I read all your signs, what signs I snapped.
You get in my bed fully dressed, that's a do not touch.
My only fear love. It's not what you're doing it's what you're not doing that gets to me. Tess are you just looking for signs of the past from me?
No, I'm not looking, I see.
I see that you're the kinda that don't like being crowded so I keep my distance. You don't talk much, your feelings are more expressed.
I don't want to be one of those that's try to own you. You don't want me to look for you so I don't.
I didn't get your number because I know if you want to talk to me you will. I don't know where this is or going. You keep times separate a time for everything. I don't want you to put me in your appointment book. That's all I know and that's all I want to know. I'm here when I'm here. Let's keep things that way. After a couple of hours I went home not saying anything.
The entire thing is strange the way we met the way he talk to me or don't talk. I truly don't know how I feel about Nick. There's things that I want but to tell the truth I like being single. Being single there's no questions and I don't have to wonder.
I don't have no one else's feelings to wonder about. Look you can call that selfish but I've seen a lot of strange things in some relationships.
To me a relationship is straight forward we're together.
Ever grown person know the correct boundaries of a relationship.
But once the line is crossed for one reason or another. The relationship is just truly really over at that moment rather we admit or not.
You can stay together but it will never be the same again. I took a shower and put on just a long black tee and panties. Sat down to pick up where I left off in chapter 9. I tried hard to get back into it but my thoughts went from those Nike upward. My body listened to my thoughts it started that uncomfortable selfishness.
Tapping my fingers on the desk for control blended in with the light tap on the door. Now I should've gotten my robe or put something on but no.
I opened the door stepping behind it letting him step in. I went sat down so my tee would hide the exposed.
He just stood at the back of the sofa,
why do you always leave without saying anything he asked.
What was I supposed to say bye?
I'll take those boxes to storage in the morning and go on from there he said coming around to sit. I wouldn't look at him cause his eyes say more than his mouth every will.
He put his right hand on the calf of my leg for a second just to see what I would do. I looked at him but didn't flinch. His eyes asked could he
leaning his head to the side. I closed my eyes shaking my head knowing I didn't want to say no. The hands went to both of my thighs. I leaned back letting him explore from my thighs under my tee. His warm hands went from my side up to my breast as he mouthed and kissed up my stomach to my sides. My hands automatically
grabbed his hair for control as I laid down moaning quietly. My hands went from his hair pulling off his shirt.
Our warm skin fit together like a sweater when he gently lowered his body on mine. Slowly he whispered moving so slow to enjoy every second of our love together. Our bodies were as one complementing each in every way.

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