No one knows what is in my heart.
sometimes, I smile for others but no one even try to ask me how I feel.
When I was small, my grandfather died. It was so hard for me. My parents and I moved to a country and I got raped there and my parents and I moved to another country but my dad lost his job .
It was hard for me and my mom and two sisters because we were sleeping outside without no one to help us.
My mom was getting rid of it , she took me and sisters and ran away with us without informing my Dad.
My Dad got sad but my mom came back with us and my Dad did all his best to have a job and finally he did.
My Dad was able to rent a small house. it was small but it's good then nothing. My Dad registered my sisters and I in a new school and things was great.
I was just a little girl and I was so friendly.
I was in love with all my books.
After some years, I fell in love with a boy who was in love with my body shape than me.
I broke up with him but his friend came to me trying to be my friend and he told me that he fell in love with me.
I wasn't heal from my break-up but I accepted to be his lover.
Everything was fine until my love changed and all the love I was having for him just vanished.
I was so sad and I still fell in love with another guy unexpectedly.
He was so handsome and kind but I was sad for my lover because all the love I was having for him just gone but I told him the truth and he was hurt but he accepted that I don't love him anymore.
The new guy I fell in love with was so perfect.
I won't tell you more about him to avoid some jealousy.
He was just handsome and we have many things in common.
We were made for each other but we had a dispute and we broke up.
After some days, we came back together and broke up and came back together over and over.
But one day we broke up and I knew that it was the end. I wasn't able to cry or talk anymore.
I was living with all the memories we've shared but with the time I accepted that and we became friends .
Everything was great until things went wrong.
I was acting so rude and so bad and I got angry with him and decided not to be his friend again.
I was stupid but I can't go back again.
I'm really sorry for all the people that I've hurt.


I hope you enjoyed my story.!