you." he whispered in my ear. I held him tighter. the feeling of him made me feel so safe. we begin to slowly kiss, as he slowly glides his hand on my ass. he picks me up and planted me on the couch. as we quickly undress each other. "Wait you got a condom." I asked "fuck a condom" he said and we continue to kiss while he came into me so slowly and seductively. with each stroke, he was hitting all the right parts to where I couldn't do anything but moan. "you like that, huh, that dick good baby."he said so sexually. I moaned even louder as he sucked on my beast. "turn around, let me hit it from behind." he said as he smacked my ass. he licked my ass all the way up to my nable. then he began to apply pressure. this couldnt be real, that a man can do it like this, I felt like I was high on cloud nine. I just didn't want to ever come down. we both climaxed, leaving our body's to lay down with my head on his chest. " whats your zodiac sign?" I asked "Scorpio baby, but I don't normally eat ass on the first time, but with you it's different, there's something about you, I can't put a finger on it." he said "Well you sure took all my energy." I said as we both shared laughs. "oh yeah, let me entergize you up, come here." he said getting on top of me. lord this man trying to kill me. what did I do to deserve such a good man that can fuck better then a porno. he reached every inch of my body, and didn't miss one drip, we was swimming. after we was done we both fell asleep with his arms around me. I felt like a teenager again. to feel loved and cared about and appreciated was more then I could ever imagine. when the sun rose and touch my face, I woke up to a note and a single red rose next to it on the coffee table. it read: good morning queen, you look so peaceful when you sleep, I enjoyed making love to you. I hope to see you soon, maybe a private jazz lesson. yours truly, marcus brown. I picked up the rose and it smelled so fresh and good. I was smiling ear to ear, no man has ever done romantic things for me. I got out up from the couch and walked to the shower, smiling and dancing. I walked into work all happy, like I was a bad bitch with attitude. "girl whats wrong with you, you high?" she asked. "Girl no, but last night tho." I said biting my bottom lip. " what about it?" she asked "girl marcus came over and he put it down, tapped that ass out." I said "okay, go sista, tell me details." she said leaning over the counter. "ok what had happen was, I called him and apologize and I told him everything, and girl he still want me, so as I'm crying like a baby, he already at my house." i said blushing "you got that wood huh, don't lie, tell the truth." candice said "girl yes, a big fat nine inch dick, had me bent over like a pretzel, he had me coming faster then amazon prime, then he a Scorpio girl." I said "girl I know you lying, he put it down like that, dam, I'm so happy for you girl, do he have any friends tho." candice asked " girl you crazy, but he left me a note and a single red rose this morning on the coffee table." I said "aww so romantic, but anyways can you lock up tonight I gotta leave to go pick up Jay, monica should be on her way to cover my shift." candice said, while grabbing her purse and keys. " yeah girl, go ahead, I'll catch up with you later." I said. "ok, bye girl with your sexy Scorpio man, you better watch out, I might steal him. candice said jokingly. "Girl bye, with yo silly ass." I said laughing. as it got close to closing, damien walks in on cruches with a hood rat holding his arm. "hey, y'all still open." he asked "no we closed, so y'all need to get up out here because I'm bout to lock the shop up." I said. "uh-uh, who she think she is, who the fuck you talking to bitch." the girl said. "I'm talking to you, bucket head broke ass obviously, and first of all you in my shop." I said "whoa, whoa, we ain't come here for all that, babygirl take my gun, and go wait in the car, imma handle this." he said smacking her ass. " ok daddy." she said, then looking at me sideways like she was waiting on me to say something and then walked out the door. "handle it, nigga you not finna handle shit, matter fact let me call my brothers." I said searching for Derek's number. "man fuck your brothers, is you mad, that chick don't even mean shit to me, she just pussy for the night, I want you." he said as he tried to get close to me. I backed up. I decided to call marcus. "say man who the fuck you calling." he said trying to reach for my phone. I walked to the other side of the store. " hey bae, what's up." marcus said " I need you to come to the coffee shop, damien here." I said "man who the fuck you talking to" damien said. damien grabbed the phone out my hand and pushed me against the wall pinning me with his arm. " who this?" damien said. "man give my girl her phone back."marcus said "nigga, she mine, stop calling this phone dumb ass nigga."he said while I struggle to get my phone. "nah nigga, I think you the dumb one, she wasn't worried about you when she was moaning my name last night, yeah pussy ass nigga." marcus said "pussy, nigga you got me fucked up, pull up bitch ass nigga." damien said, throwing my phone on the floor. "what the fuck wrong with you!" I yelled " ain't shit wrong with me, what make you think you gonna up and leave a nigga, bitch we both got hiv, we in this together, that nigga ain't gonna love you like do, we can start over." he said "are you insane, you think this shit okay, you fucked my life up, I never wanted this, your so fucking selfish you had to have me apart of your misery, you ain't never gave a fuck about me, you think with your dick and not your head, get the fuck out." I said, as I seen marcus pull up and get out the car. "I ain't going no where, you ain't going no where."damien said sitting down. marcus came in the shop. "hey bae, you straight?" he said "yeah I'm ok, he won't leave." I said "so that's how you gonna do me, get our brother to shoot me, seven fucking years, seven, you can't tell me that shit don't mean something, you was there when my brother got shot in front my face, you was there at the funeral, you was there when my dad left me and my moms, fuck, I met you in foster care, really?" damien said " I see you better then anyone else, mane come on, leave this clown." damien said getting up. "clown...nigga what, nigga I'm a grown ass man with yo desperate looking ass." marcus said "Fuck you nigga." damien said "hey, we not finna do this, marcus go wait in the car, I'll be right behind you." I said "you sure baby?" he asked. "yeah I'm sure."I said as I gave him a kiss. " alright." marcus said walking out the door. "so you gonna leave me for him?" damien asked " Damien, look, I don't want you. your selfish, all you think about is yourself, you don't appreciate me, I wanted a husband, you wanted hoes, we on different pages, you threw me out a fucking window because of your insecurities, you cheat on me and give me hiv, at what point do you ever think about me." I said "I think bout you all the time, fuck you mean, we can work this out, I'll change, please." damien said "no, I'm tired of trying this with you, it's not working, I have someone who truly loves me for who I am, he appreciates me, this is all ur fault, I broke my back for you, I did everything for you to do this, I sacrificed a lot for you, just go, leave, it's too late." I said holding the door open. "fine, still got love for you tho." he said walking out the door. I walked out after him and locked the door. then I walked over to the car and we drove off. "you okay boo?" marcus said "yeah I'm okay, that chapter of my life is finally closed." I said. I was so proud of myself, I stood my ground, no more allowing damien to keep hurting me and bringing me down with his misery. I had a life to and I'm choosing to live it. its time I put myself first, and focus on my happiness and what's best for me. "now to begin a new chapter, I promise you I got you." marcus said kissing my hand. " yep to new beginnings." I said
life is surely a journey but it makes it more interesting when someone is willing to travel along your side . its a blessing in disguise.
-ending-
part two (the love of tryin)
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