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With the end of the day, her excitement was at peak; she had waxed and downloaded some romantic songs off iTunes. Eva promised to buy her some scented candles and some condoms. She hoped this meeting with Amir bring some relief in her life. She couldn’t wait to see the next day.
Sometimes, it troubled Aarifa that how much they had grown up for their age. Law stated that it would be considered rape if someone had physical relationship of any kind with a girl younger than sixteen years. What she was planning with Amir was illegal, despite her consent. But so was too put someone in a situation that suicide seems a good idea.
Elders who had made the rules and regulations sometimes forget to apply on themselves. In an ideal world of laws and orders, she would have talked with Rosie or Martian about murder at school but that wasn’t the case for her, was it? was there any way for her get out of the pain she deep below her chest? Was there a way for her to not get intimate with someone she wasn’t fully consensual? Was there a way for her to get out of all the sadness and fear without selling out her innocence? Was there any other escape route?
By the time Aarifa said goodbye to Tessa, it was past eleven. Just one more hour to pass. Full of excitement and chilling fear, she lit the decorating lights. She had to drop the candle idea. Stupid fire alarm! She completely forgot. Tessa told her that Amir liked jazz. She had downloaded some jazz music too. She had already downloaded romantic songs. Amir didn’t like them. So, before She delete them, she decided to listen a few to lighten the second thoughts messing with her. Legs started to move. At a moment she realised someone yelled outside her house. Music was loud so she ignored.
After a few minutes when song ended, Aarifa heard a car outside her house. She looked outside the window. Mom and dad just drove away in a car with Prasad. It happened all the time. Whenever they needed each other, other family was there to help. For a second, she wondered if it was about Tessa. But Amir was there too and she was drunk playing truth and dare with Eva and Tessa just an hour ago. Moreover, Tessa seemed fine to her when she was here. Ignoring all the crazy thoughts and full of lust, Aarifa looked at Amir.
Amir looked back at her and walked into the house. Hurriedly, Aarifa changed the music to jazz from my pc, looked at Evan Rachel wood and her in wallpaper for a second and rushed to bathroom attached her room. she got a message from mom—going out. It might take time. Amir will be there with you. Take care.
Wait was over. House to themselves. Everything was perfect. Aarifa walked outside the bathroom topless and Amir drew her sketch. Something seemed different about him. He was not himself. Silently they started the act of pleasure. She wasn’t if she enjoyed it or she was just drunk.
After some time, he suddenly stopped and sat down on the bed.
“I can’t do this.” He said, looking at the PC wallpaper. They talked and he told her everything about...
With the end of the day, her excitement was at peak; she had waxed and downloaded some romantic songs off iTunes. Eva promised to buy her some scented candles and some condoms. She hoped this meeting with Amir bring some relief in her life. She couldn’t wait to see the next day.
Sometimes, it troubled Aarifa that how much they had grown up for their age. Law stated that it would be considered rape if someone had physical relationship of any kind with a girl younger than sixteen years. What she was planning with Amir was illegal, despite her consent. But so was too put someone in a situation that suicide seems a good idea.
Elders who had made the rules and regulations sometimes forget to apply on themselves. In an ideal world of laws and orders, she would have talked with Rosie or Martian about murder at school but that wasn’t the case for her, was it? was there any way for her get out of the pain she deep below her chest? Was there a way for her to not get intimate with someone she wasn’t fully consensual? Was there a way for her to get out of all the sadness and fear without selling out her innocence? Was there any other escape route?
By the time Aarifa said goodbye to Tessa, it was past eleven. Just one more hour to pass. Full of excitement and chilling fear, she lit the decorating lights. She had to drop the candle idea. Stupid fire alarm! She completely forgot. Tessa told her that Amir liked jazz. She had downloaded some jazz music too. She had already downloaded romantic songs. Amir didn’t like them. So, before She delete them, she decided to listen a few to lighten the second thoughts messing with her. Legs started to move. At a moment she realised someone yelled outside her house. Music was loud so she ignored.
After a few minutes when song ended, Aarifa heard a car outside her house. She looked outside the window. Mom and dad just drove away in a car with Prasad. It happened all the time. Whenever they needed each other, other family was there to help. For a second, she wondered if it was about Tessa. But Amir was there too and she was drunk playing truth and dare with Eva and Tessa just an hour ago. Moreover, Tessa seemed fine to her when she was here. Ignoring all the crazy thoughts and full of lust, Aarifa looked at Amir.
Amir looked back at her and walked into the house. Hurriedly, Aarifa changed the music to jazz from my pc, looked at Evan Rachel wood and her in wallpaper for a second and rushed to bathroom attached her room. she got a message from mom—going out. It might take time. Amir will be there with you. Take care.
Wait was over. House to themselves. Everything was perfect. Aarifa walked outside the bathroom topless and Amir drew her sketch. Something seemed different about him. He was not himself. Silently they started the act of pleasure. She wasn’t if she enjoyed it or she was just drunk.
After some time, he suddenly stopped and sat down on the bed.
“I can’t do this.” He said, looking at the PC wallpaper. They talked and he told her everything about...
