We are close but I feel we are far from each other. You have everything while I have nothing.

We're friends and I know I can't step at the boundary of our friendship. Im afraid to tell you that I like you. I am not afraid of rejection but im afraid of losing you.

I will just hide it and love you secretly. Even if am hurt seeing you with someone else.

Everyone told me to forget about loving you but I did not listen. You take care of me but I know it's just we're friends but sometimes I fantasize about you loving me more than that.

And in the end I didn't said it to you. Seeing you happy with someone is okay for me. Maybe someday I will find someone who will love me.