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Life's Enduring Journey in the richness of simplicity- The overcoming battle and struggle of schizophrenia!


Life under the terrains of mountains is specifically brandishing if one is highly impeccable to the astonishment of surprising life’s beautiful journey in the realm of profound simplicity. We are prophesying the admiring yet persistently impactful life we are leading. From my perspective, our life’s purpose should be to be a good human being and beyond that, we should be highly commendable towards our goals, successes and failures and we should seek life’s incredible opportunities and we should never miss this. Instead, we should grab the opportunity.

If we talk about life then I have a very genuine perspective about this. My opinion is to live life to the fullest despite the complicated odds of life. Here I will nurture my own life experiences so far. It has been the toughest hardship and compromising sacrifice of my life through my schizophrenic journey. For me sometimes, it’s very hard to bear life challenges and live in the moment of my life. Sometimes I am happy, sad, depressed, aggressive, joyful, sometimes I am mischievous too when I enjoy the best moments of my life with my loved ones.

Life has so many hurdles but the admired and understandable people in your life support you despite the harsh realities of life. Expressing my views sometimes makes me feel lighter and serene in life. And the moment it happens, the moment I become the happiest and enjoy my life and live in the present moment. Happiness admires me, sadness makes me feel low, and aggression disrupts and turmoils my life. I believe that when life gives me reason for sadness and crying and at that moment I take bold risks to change my future. I firmly believe that I am the creator of my destiny and my own life.

To some extent, it is also true that the creator of life is god, and the creator of destiny is also god, but god traverses you through multiple directions and he takes the testament of your life and decisions about what are you up to and how you go through and deal with it. Be the soul creator of your life and be the dynamic version of your soul and freedom in life. Nobody can take or diversify your life until and unless you come forth and take bold decisions and risks in your life.

In the schizophrenic journey of my life, there have been a lot of ups and downs but one bold thing I always perceive and have acknowledged is that I don’t sit quiet instead I fight with myself unquestionably through the journey of schizophrenia. The troublesome experiences through the relapses of my schizophrenic disorder have been dreadful and ugly. But I also sometimes don’t understand what I face and go through and after every bad experience during my schizophrenic disorder, I fight with myself and overcome it every time.

Now I have experienced that the relapses and ugly manifestation of schizophrenia is not me. It is the part of my illness. To be honest, I don’t commit myself that I am schizophrenic but instead, I take out some time from my busy life and devote myself to my mental health and my brain. I know I am intelligent but I deeply dive into the treasure of mindfulness activities so it encourages me to do some more dynamic mindfulness activities. It keeps me on track to lead a balanced life. Yes, and when I look up to everything in my life I feel that I am blessed to be born in this beautiful world.

One thing is for sure slowly and gradually my illness will disappear from my life by the time. It’s for sure and yes it will happen.

The magical persona, the magical life, the magical charm and grace are what I will endeavour into. You might be thinking that I am mad or crazy or some of you may be thinking I am paranoid schizophrenic that’s why I have been saying all these things but let me precisely let you know that this is my own experience of my journey of schizophrenic life and it has led me to perceive life with a lot of transformation in my personality and life in good terms.

The profound aspirations, the richness of simplicity, the richness of happiness, the richness of love and support are what I seek and find the blessed versions of my life. So here I am the stronger, believer and the unique persona. So, here I celebrate the good version of me.


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