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ISHQ...
ek bhigi hui raat ka kissa hai ye jo avi mein app logo ko batane jarahi hun...
Mein akele bus stand pe khadi hui bus ka intezaar karrahi thi,barish ka mousam or chamakti hui bijli, mein akeli dari sehmi si wait karrahi thi bus ka. Tavi meri nazar jati hai ek sundar si ladki ek chhoti si baby girl ki sath mujhse thoda durr chhupke khadi hui thi,to mene socha ki chalo abb unse baat karleti hun taki mujhko v darr na lage or unko v.
mein unke pass gayi or normal conversation start hua,mein unse unki naam puchhi o boli NEHA, ye naam sunte hi mujhe laga koi to connection ha mera iss naam se,fir mein ignore kardi q ki duniya mein iss naam ki bahat ladkiyan hai. Fir mein o cute si baby ko meri hath mein li mujhe ek apnapan sa mehsoos hua man karraha tha ki iss bachhi ko mujhse durr jane na dun,par uski maa kya sochti kahin mein bachhachor to nahi hun(just kidding) .to dill pe pathar rakhke baby ko unke hath mein dedi.O bachhi 1&1/2 yr ki thi sayad, bahat pyaari thi bachhi.
Fir Neha mujhe puchhi app akele itni raat ko kya karrahe ho ,ghar mein koi nahi ha? bulalo call karke lene ajayenge ajjkal ki jamana sahi nahi ha.
mein halka sa muskurai or boli mera ghar yahan nahi hai mein odisha ki hun or Hyderabad mein job karti hun.
To fir mein unko puchhi app akele bachhi ke sath raat ko kya karrahi ho yahan par app apna husband ko bulalo na,fir o boli ki hmm mein shopping karne ke liye ayi thi or barish ke waje se fass gayi ,mere husband ate hi hoge par barish thoda kam hone ke intezaar ha bass. fir o boli ki app shaadi nahi kiye,fir mein kya bolti samajh mein nahi aya mere ankh puraane yadon ki o ansoon se dhakne lage, fir Neha boli sorry agar apko kuchh galat puchhdi to,fir mein ansson pochhte hue boli are nahi baba koi galat sawal nahi tha bass kisika achanak se yaad agaya.
Fir o boli ek ladki hone ke naate mein feel karparahi hun kuchh to hua ha apke sath dost samajhke batado dill halka hojayega. Fir mein muskurayi or boli,ek waqt tha jab mujhe v kisika ane ka intezaar rehta tha ,kahin v fas jaun o 5 min mein ake mere pass pahanch jata tha,mera har subah usike sath suru or har raat usike sath dhalta tha.
Haan hum husband wife to nahi the par usse kuchh kam v nahi the. o jald hi humare shaadi ke baare inform karne wala tha sabko .par patanahi q 1 saal bitgaya par kuchh bola hi nahi mein baar baar puchhti thi kab bataoge sabko,to ye humehsa bolta tha ki are baba bahat jald. to mein samajh jaati thi utne mein or khus hojati thi.
hum dono ekdusre ki bahat kareeb aachuke the,physically or emotionally but mein usschiz se anjaan thi ki o to bass mere jism ko chahta ha rooh to bass mein jod ke bethi thi.
Utne mein Neha ke husband ka call ata ha,or Neha bolti ha" haan baba I'm safe,u come fast&I'm waiting for you."
Then o mujhe boli sorry sorry story continue karo app, to mein haste hui boli ok listen, ekdin mein bahat bimaar bimaar si feel ki to medical checkup ke liye gayi or 2 din baad report mein ata ha ki I was pregnant.
literally i was so happy at that moment but still nervoused.
Then mein usko call ki or boli ki app jaldi room ko ajao mujhe kuchh batana ha apko,to o ake pahncha or mein boli, we are going to be parents.
Are u happy?
but uska reaction kuchh achha nahi tha o bhadak gaya mujhpe chillane laga or bola pagal ho kya tum kal hi chalte hein ek achhe hospital mein or abortion karate hein, to mein boli q karana ha abortion hum kuchh maheene mein shaadi karne wale hein na, fir o mujhe pyaar se samjhaya ki app chalo ye baby humko nahi chahiye hum isko abort karte hein or shaadi ke baad baby plan karenge ,to bahat royi mein or uske haan mein haan milayi .or uske agle din o mujhe clinic legaya or wahan kuchh paisa deke najane unlogo ko kya bola fir o mere pass aya or bola app rest karna mein avi ata hun,or uske baad mera ankh khuli agli subah mere pass na mera bachha tha na mera ishq, mein pagal jese hone lagi, bhagne lagi,chillane lagi
tab samjah mein aya mere sath dhoka hua hai. or mein iska badla v nahi lena chahti thi q ki apne ishq se kesa badla .Tab mujhe kahin se khabar mila ki o apne bachpan ki pyaar se apni gaon mein hi shaadi karne wala hai or ye bachpan se hi fix tha.
Mein andar se toot gayi thi or esa laga ki mujhe bass use kiya gaya hai. par mein o sab gum bhulke jindagi mein age badhna chahi par fir v uska yaad aahijata hai.
ye sab sunke Neha rone lagi or boli kitna ghatiya ladka hai o..tumko o deserve hi nahin karta .mere husband ko ane do hun milke tumhare liye insaaf karenge, mein muskurai or boli nahi yaar koi jarurat nahi mein khus hun bass bacho se bada lagaw hai. To o boli achha baba shaadi karlo kisi achhe ladke se or bachhe apneapp hojayenge .Or firse mere shakal pe mayushi dekhke o puchhi abb kya hua mein boli ussdin clinic pe sirf mera abortion hi nahi walki o mera ovary hi nikalwa diya hai, mein kavi maa nahi bansakti .
Neha mujhe hug karke rone lagi or boli chhi iss type ke logon ko to faasi hona chahiye ,mein boli chhodo abb jane do.
Neha puchhi kya tum mujhe uska photo dikhaskati ho,to mein boli nahi yaar uska koi v chhez mere pass nahi ha 1 photo v nahi.
Tab achanak se meri nazar jati ha ek car ke aur jiske andar ek insaan humko ghoor raha tha ,isse pehle ki mein Neha ko kuchh bolun o mujhe bolne lagi ki lo mere husband agaye ,ruko mein unko bulake laati hun .
Jabtak neha or uske husband mujhse milne ate tabtak mein wahan se durr jaake chhup chuki thi q ki
neha ke sath jo insaan tha o uske husband to tha par kavi MERA ISHQ V HUA KARTA THA O. Mein apne juwaan pe hath rakhke chikh chikh ke rona chaha par ronahi saki barsaat ki bund ke sath ansoon v pee gayi ,tab mujhe samajh mein aya ki o bachhi uss insaan ki nisaani hai jis insaan ko mein kavi beintehaa ishq karti thi issliye uss bachhi ko pakadte hi mujhe uska ehsaas hua tha or hmm Neha naam mene kai baar uss insaan ki juwaan pe suni to thi but ye suni thi ki just friends......Apne ansoon or gum ko samet ke mein wapas ane lagi or ye sochrahi thi badla loon v to kis se? ek wo jo MERA ISHQ ha or ek wo jo Mera ishq ka badla lene mein meri madat karna chahti hai .
Bichaari to anjaan thi ki jisko o apna ishq samjhti hai o kisike ISHQ ke layak kavi tha hi nahi.....
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