And my endearing #writcofriends the wait is over for you guys.

I'll do continue my story...

My parents rushed me to the hospital. I got some treatment there. I didn't reminisce some slight thoughts are in my mind this time.
All I could say is that I was feeling empty. Then, I pay a visit to a doctor. I still remember his words "You've nothing, you're just overthinking about everything that's the reason these things are happening with you. You are a lil girl, so come out of this" but still he gave me medicines...
I don't remember the name of medicines.
When I come back, one of my family member gave me a medicine and I just take that normally. Even so I go to my bed a sneaking thought was wandering in my mind. And it was the words of Dr "You've nothing", I was pondering over if I've nothing then what was that which happened with me ? Was that a nightmare or something else ?
Another thing which doesn't let me sleep was supposedly I've nothing then for what he prescribed me medicines ? For what I'm taking these medicines ?
As soon as I woke up I searched about those medicines. Till now those words are just like infront of my eyes. And those words were IT IS AN ANTIDEPRESSANT DRUG... I was Just like oh ! Just come on mehak are you depressed ? hahaha...

Days, months, years passed...

To be honest earlier, I was unaware about anxiety attacks and panic attacks. I literally don't know whether these things exist or not. Now, I came to know oh ! those were anxiety and panic attacks. And it's funny to know that these things have become a part of my life as well as these things are normal for me;

I can't surely say it was depression, till date I don't know...

In short I'll say you what I was and I am actually feeling...

TO BE CONTINUED

© Mehack:-)