My Blood is Indian but my mind is Not. That's what makes everyone around me hate me. I live the way I want to. Unless it is a bad thing or someway a sin, I follow my mind. I have my own ideas, ideology, decisions, principles and emotions too. I don't get influenced by people around or act fake for others.

The way I dress is my wish. But it can't be vulgar. I shop the dress I want to. Society can't put it's finger in that. Yes I wear make up. I love getting ready. Not to flirt guys and make people fall in love but to look myself at in the mirror ,the way I want myself to be. I shall read anything I want, any course I wish and anything I do. I can go out whenever I feel like and make sure there's nothing bad in that. I can talk to a guy but there need not be a relation between every single man I talk to. But the fucking eyes of the society judge a women so quick. Irony! I sit the way I feel comfortable but not the way you want me to sit straight with so much poise. I can marry a person with whom I wish to spend the rest of my life but not the person who meets up your list of qualities. My brain has to work on it. of course I don't pick up like foolish teenagers. I am Me. Allow me to be ME. I eat whatever I wanna eat but not the things that make me maintain my fairness, skin tone, fitness and food enough to keep me healthy in future when I get pregnant.

I am there to live the way I want to!
But not the way you decide me to be like a cook, a toddler, a care taker, a home maker, a servant or of course a slave for life time.

If I swim watch me swim but not my boobs.
If I sing love my voice but not my eyes.
If I dance watch my grace but not the curves.
If I paint observe the hues but not my finger nails.
Even if I stand look at me but not my dress.
If I walk, please let me walk without any unnecessary talk.
Yes I can do horse riding, skipping, bike riding, yawning, itching, jumping on road when happy, screaming out loud when angry,
get totally wet playing in the beach.

Thanks to God for gifting me wonderful parents. Though they're influenced by the society they've always been my side. A big salute my dad for respecting my decision though he is concerned with the society that pressures him alot. Love is only when they accept whatever u say even though it troubles them. That respect my dad gave me for my decision and of course I respect him for that. If there's something I can do to make him happy, I do all I could with all my strength.
Indian Society doesn't want a girl to have individual thoughts. It doesn't matter if is good or bad but always women are expected to meet their expectations. Individual decisions are never valued. We are supposed to keep our brains dumb following a masculine one with his plans and instructions. Pity the society. Till day it's the same.
© Rachel Snowy