I am seriously scared. My emotions no longer feel within the realm of tangible measures, and I am terrified for my life. I have only just cleared the surface, and immediately feel nothing but pain. I have no recollection of what happened before now, and how it came to this. I am struggling, fighting for control over my lungs, which are now somehow filled and flooded with water.

I feel lost and afraid, out of touch with my surroundings and with myself, so far and distant from reality. Nothing else is true, other than the flaring anxiety I feel; as I reach...