I jumped in hell with you. Picked up all the pieces and everything else! I put everything on my back. I climbed the mountain of darkness. To get us out of that pit, just for us to smile. It came with a price though. All that energy exhausted, left me depending on them to match my sacrifice. I showed her, her worth to me! When I realized nobody was coming, my heart crumbled. While I sat alone in my hell, IT HIT ME !!!!!...... I FORGOT TO LOVE MYSELF! THEN, I YOU MAKE YOURSELF BELIEVE, "THEY NEVER LOVED ME AT ALL!!!" THESE ARE LIFE'S LESSONS ! PAIN IS A PART OF GROWTH! THERE HAS BEEN A MAGNITUDE OF JOY DURING MY CLIMB. TO THE FULL GRASP OF MY UNDERSTANDING. I WAS GIVEN SOMETHING GREATER THAN MONEY, AND IT SHOWED ME THE MOST IMPORTANT PART TO HEALING! YOU CAN'T CARRY THE RESENTMENT, OR BECOME REBUILT POSITIVELY FROM REVENGE. MOST IMPORTANTLY, YOU DON'T HAVE TO HARM ANYONE IN ANYWAY TO HAVE HAPPINESS! IT WON'T BE REAL. THE TRUE HAPPINESS IS RIGHT WHERE ITS ALWAYS BEEN! LOOKING BACK AT YOU IN THE MIRROR! LOVE YOURSELF FIRST! #LYS1ST