It is a story when I went for a work outside India where I found some friends and my mentor he gave me so much knowledge but at the same time I was thinking how to releive him from his post and i become the one to be at its throne so I decided to work more efficiently than him but he was way much knowledgable than I was then i started making improvements day by day reluctantly finalizing my work but it was way too much to understand why I am doing this it is not enough I have to be more knowledgeable than him and effective in work. But time was less and till then everybody was against me had argued with the mentor everything happened just in few days and I couldn't control it and became anxious for my work suspecting everyone my enemy. I was just looking like a lost child who had no one to speak no one to grab and tell the truth why I was here and what I want to be from the beginning. This is the reality of a person to just focus what you are doing and rest is to the god he does know where you go wrong and when you will go right. Finally I am back home the job was not meant for me and I was less and inefficient just called off the duty. And now became unemployed just like others became the part of this crucial cycle of pendamic.And thinking to lost my age again about an year and half i already lost and more to go i don't know when it will end but someday I am giving my best to eliminate this shit every single day but unluckily this omnicron reduced my way of future. Just waiting at home for new opportunity.