"Freedom ... This word is what I'm seeking for . Freedom from myself , this is what I'm asking for . Can I do it ? If not , am I going to end up the way I'm . The way my body is , the way I'm lying on soft but not warm , grass . The way blood is dripping from my mouth to neck , am I gonna end up like this now and here ?"

"I don't know , what's going on . I'm too exhausted even to breath . And it's dark . The thing I hate the most being in dark because that makes my eyes shine and my body uncontrollable . Still I'm lying here with sleepy eyes. I don't know......" Before completing ,I slept .

"Oh Jesus , someone is lying here...