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Maybe someday
You can imagine them even see it sometimes in a deep thought what they were doing with who they messed up what you had together.
Yeah sure he's gorgeous that one has a body to dream of the coolness of this one make your blood run cold. But your love for yours the trust you've built over the years, the validation
of us keeps you loyal. Sometimes we get things twisted and we think that it was done to me so that's what I'll do. Ty wasn't like that she's been hurt but she never want to do to another what was done to her. We can tell when it changes the space not only in time but talk, attention and touch. The time before were 2, 3 strikes and I'm out.
Ty didn't even pack a bag she started driving not knowing where she was going.
She didn't say anything she thought maybe this time it would be different. If I can keep my eyes crossed my hands to myself you can to I loved you she thought. Sometimes some just throw themselves on you at you but lust will always be killed by love. You shoot down attractions at the very beginning with a simple
I'm committed. You don't slip because you're loyal and the only cheating you do is the lies being told on you.
Her thoughts were exhausting and so was the driving. About 100 miles from her home town Ty stopped at a B and B for a night or two to rest. Ty was in cabin six on the back facing a path that led down to a small pond. After getting the key she went to a dress shop for changing clothes something to sleep in and sometimes to make her sleep.
No phone calls because she turned it off put it in the bottom of her purse. I just want to be lost for a couple days she said to herself. She wouldn't cry but the pain made it very hard to breathe. So much is going on these days now it's a, why have one when you can have them all. They will have them too one by one. It's so common now and they change so often they never get to know what love really is.
And those are the ones that help mess things up. Back to the B and B the room was nice a queen size bed with a spa tub, shower off to itself. Her stepping in the shower reminded her of so many times when he joined her for wet love making. Everything has a memory of its it's own and that's why it hurt so bad when it's over. You will get hurt weather it's from deceit or death its no matter it hurt like hell. The only thing is you can't allow is it take you out. You know what you want and you have to keep trying until you find it. The relaxed kind when you know you know what you know. It's not perfect but it's that kind that puts you where you want to be
when you want to be there.
They're out there and you'll get that by not giving up on what you know. Ty head hurt the thoughts thinking was painful and all she wanted was sleep. Popping a blue pill she got into bed. Falling asleep the pill finally kicked in. About some round 2 Ty awoke to a full moon shining through the window. She got up walked to the window it was beautiful the moonlight on the pond so she walked down.
There wasn't that many cars in the parking lot it being the middle of the week guest mostly used it for a weekend thing.
This is the best time to see its beauty, on a moon lit night I mean he said. Ty's mind was a hundred miles away and didn't see the owner he scared her. He was about her height not a looker but not bad looking.
I'm sorry I didn't mean to scared you he said you shouldn't be out here alone at night. It was beautiful a place of calm in natural surroundings. Frogs jumping in the pond fish coming to the surface to catch a fallen bug or two. For the first in a long time Ty's mind was clear not thinking about anything but the way this place actually relaxed her. Are you staying with us long or just passing through he asked.
Ty relaxed on one hip looked down at the owner and said I'm not sure yet. Come on get said I'll walk you back to your room. It was about 3:40when Ty fell asleep again but she slept better than she had in a long time.


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