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Vent
Everything that used to make me happy doesn’t
I’m so busy, I can’t even stop thinking, organizing, preparing
I’m haunted by the past and stuck into a two weeks lap
Getting ready for exams, doing homework, working, sleeping, eating, redoing
There isn’t a day that I don’t cry
I’m so sensitive, everything triggers my tears
I can’t find any satisfaction anymore, all I can do that’s not homework is scrolling through reels
And once I watch a sad one, or anything that is slightly related to my struggles, my eyes rain
I’m not even fully happy when I look at the sunset
Because I’m not free, I’m always thinking about the next task
I hate that I’m back to that state, it was going so much better, and now I’m going through hell again for a complete other reason
Why can’t I get a break from feeling like crap?
I just wish there was a pause button…
To my racing thoughts, to my escalating obligations, to everything
I just wanna breathe
I’m so busy, I can’t even stop thinking, organizing, preparing
I’m haunted by the past and stuck into a two weeks lap
Getting ready for exams, doing homework, working, sleeping, eating, redoing
There isn’t a day that I don’t cry
I’m so sensitive, everything triggers my tears
I can’t find any satisfaction anymore, all I can do that’s not homework is scrolling through reels
And once I watch a sad one, or anything that is slightly related to my struggles, my eyes rain
I’m not even fully happy when I look at the sunset
Because I’m not free, I’m always thinking about the next task
I hate that I’m back to that state, it was going so much better, and now I’m going through hell again for a complete other reason
Why can’t I get a break from feeling like crap?
I just wish there was a pause button…
To my racing thoughts, to my escalating obligations, to everything
I just wanna breathe
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