I am a sinking ship dreaming about a distant shore...

living here is painful
but dying is even more....

I am struck inside my heart 💓
but no one can hear my shout

it hurts me when I can't find
way out...

I am just living because I am afraid to die..

In the whirlpool of pain
my mind goes round and round

I will not smile
untill I reach burrial ground

words said by my heart