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Endless Pain
I don't know,
not anymore
Just like a lucid dream
It keeps flowing through
Never leaving
never touching
Keeping distance nowadays
How long it's a question ...
Question left un engaged
Answers within reach but
too confusing to choose
Choice, did I even have those luxury ?
Denied of basic social connections
I was denied of relations itself
Too long it went the same
I found myself lost n scared
Relationship, I found pain in them
Turned my eye against love
Talking,  I found unnecessary
Ignoring the facts of basic rule
Pain build upon love is like,
dragging a knife through the flesh
The pain fresh n clean
Who knows how long ?

Till I pass into the
unknown darkness

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