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Begin alone
Being alone used to mean fun, singing all over the house, making noise without fear of disturbing anyone, but now being alone means danger.

Being alone is a constant struggle against my mind and impulses.
Being alone is holding myself back from doing what my mind tells me to do
To be alone is to try to run away by standing still
It is to suffer inside
It's that the outside is silent, but my inside is screaming and I don't know how to stop it.
To be alone is to try not to be alone
To be alone is no longer to sing, but to be silent
It is silence
It is fear
© By...Pao