No updates on my life,
it was just a same old curve line,
That didn't seem to be getting fine.

This week started with "I'll do this and that",
All it ended with was numerous mishaps.
It demotivated me the most it could,
but I tried to stay happy with another cut.

I tried my best to not have this week full of tears going down my eyes,
but they couldn't be stopped, they didn't want to go dry.
They were like a broken pipe, Leaking themselves out of life.

Academic stress and everything else,
Upcoming finals next month with continuous classes that don't seem to have an end.

I didn't talk to people I thought I would to,
I said "the next day would be a better do",
but all it was just another laying off,
nobody could help me to get off.

Nothing special, nothing new,
just another week off my due.

Another week was all this was,
did not end better, did not end worse,
but this week I was at loss for words.

Sorry for not writing much,
motivation hasn't been surging,
words haven't been cutting through,
I don't know why, it's not like I do something special,
It's just a lot of mental stress as such.
Trying my best to feel better and write,
But these are just white lies.


© Blackshadows