Where Do I begin?
Like a snake you slithered in.
Now I'm being choked by lies.
My heart hurts...
It seems like very thing I work hard for and accomplished is being destroyed before my eyes.
It feels like I have a butucher nife in my heart.
I wasn't unconscious to what was happening.
So I to have a part to play within this misfortune.
Oh, It hurts...
I fear if this relationship carries on much longer I won't have anymore tears to hide .
I've cried for days internally.
Emotions I have concealed.
Like a nutcracker I have displayed a smile upon my face.
Meanwhile, I've quietly died on the inside.

I love myself.
I respect myself.
Neither one are being honored within this relationship.
I wish you well.
Only Time will tell if our paths meet again.
Surely with it my wounds will heal.
I'm not going to continue walking uphill.
Right now my feet feel as if I'm walking upon shards of glass.
The pain has to stop.
Out of Self-Love I must Walk away...
If I do not eventually there will be hell to paid
So I owe it to myself.


I must admit from the beginning I was infatuated.
Misguided it turned into love.
Unfortunately that turned into a painful existence.
The next couple of months won't be easy, however that's a lot better off than feeling like I want to die inside.
The pain must see the light of day.
I'll carry the best of times within my memories.
I'll continue to love you.
I must love myself more and explore other opportunities.
That will make me happier.

At the end of day one must be their own hero
Accepting their own responsibility within their existence.
There shouldn't be room for inconsiderate behavior.
I'm definitely done playing this game.
No more pain, Only brighter days ahead.


#WalkingAway #Self-Love #Pain

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