Buckbroken black man

Look at me
Massa
Mr. White man
I’m wearin a dress
And high heels
I’m not a threat
Please accept me
I don’t wanna be
A black man…
I’m a woman now
I got a pretty wig on…
Look at me
Do you think I’m gorgeous
Now?
I have lipstick and blush upon
My face..
See my purse
Im walkin like a lady…
I’m actin as a princess..
That’s what you told me to
That’s what you wanted
A thong
A bra
A lingerie
My nails are painted red
See?

I humiliated myself
Cos of you
You don’t have to shoot me
I can make you feel comfortable
And happy as long as you treated me
Like a human…I will tell all my brothas
To do the same just for you…I’ll make them
Wear pantyhose….

We don’t need masculinity right?
We don’t need to be a man…
Malcolm X and Nat Turner got it all wrong…
We have to be women…
We have to skip around like girlie girls
We can’t be soldiers, we’re not allowed to
Protect our wives and daughters….

Sir,
Why are you laughin?
Why are you laughin hysterically?
You should be proud
You should accept us
We did everythin we can
To make you satisfied…

Look at us
Are you happy white man?
I’m lookin prettier and prettier each day
Than my own mother..

Pearls
Diamond rings
Long stockings
I speak so feminine
I slept with other men
Just to please you…

Look at me
Massa
White man
White woman
I’m a lady in your eyes….
Please accept me

Says a buckbroken black man
Who disrespected himself constantly
Only to get an acceptance from
White supremacy…it does show how
So wickedly damaged we are as
A black race…also the fact that black men
Ain’t allowed to be a man at all…
Not in the system….you ain’t allowed to
Be masculine, only feminine….
Which causes confusion
Which causes gender war…
It’s why soft guy era was created….
And women carries masculinity everywhere….
It’s possible if this continues,
Black babies will not be around
Anymore…
Maybe they might witness a genocide
As a wake up call
They will ask how come
Black children ain’t around
Why are we a small population now?
Not majority
Well black people have followed
The footsteps of white supremacy
Not knowin
Not payin any attention
To what’s exactly goin on….
They ignored completely….

A black man ignored completely
He wanted to be accepted by white people…
By the very same people who enslaved his ancestors
And tell them they ain’t human…

Self hate is real…it’s a deep poison
That you get drunk off every single day
Like alcohol….

He was actin like a woman..
Chasin his whole persona
To get white folks attention….
Makin sure he ain’t a threat
Which is fucked up….

💯✊🏿😢💔©️ Kai C. 6-24-24


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