My brain said it's time
To write something that conveys it well enough
How I felt about you

I wasn't with you and yet I thought
I'm with you and all the mistakes I see I'd rather not see
I lied about you to myself inside and I don't regret it

I wanted to be wanted and so I begged for everything
I didn't know I had to make the handkerchief
Cause the tears are coming

Burning and there's nothing to take back
I asked you and I got you I didn't really want you
But you won in the end
You went away You said no to me
Every part of me that didn't want you at all is laughing

Waiting for your message,
I get it and I'm happy
Not knowing if you're lying, who you really are and what I want
Flowers have grown on the...