Obsession broke me
killing me all night......
He keep promising to change his self
but it never came right....
His behaviour is wild
Demanding and keeping me in check
controlling my life and uneasiness all over in my head.....
intrusive thinking
and obsessive thoughts ......
Fears control my mind
creeping in my vains
I'm trembling in horror
for god's sake who care..
but why can't I thought of loving and living without him....
why I'm so channed with him....
No matter what I try
not matter how much I cry
it never gonna work
it never going to though..

now connected with his life
I'm gonna make him hell..
he keep repeating flourish words
in my ears
I'll make him fall......
it's my life
it's my destiny


© Hema