Cloudy skies, tear soaked eyes. Praying to god and asking him why he gave me life, just so i could forever die? My faith is all but gone, why should i even try? This is it, my last chance.... will i chose to drown? or finally fly? God has opened the gates, my end is in sight. My wings are finally ready for flight. It looks amazing there, but i can only seem to look behind me..the "home" the "Heaven" I see is a reflection of me and the angels ive always...