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In the end
The stars shine so bright,
I sit and ponder the sky,
feeling the moon and sun,
they gloom over my eyes,
I wonder are we all so lost?

The constellations shine,
your voice in me,
her voice now shines too,
though I don't love her,
the way that I did you.

Night sky falls over me,
I think about future scars,
will I heal my wounds,
will this be over soon,
and I'll be alone too?

I wonder about you now,
don't know why I do.
I'm afraid to think that,
you've fallen for me,
cause I know I haven't,
fallen for you too

Life is like a rollercoaster,
love cuts our hearts,
I know that it broke mine,
and though I'm healing,
the scars still last.

Sitting in my room I think,
everything is fleeting,
tonight will become past,
the memories we have,
are those just like the wind,
trading greetings for goodbyes?

Do we really just want love,
is the universe by my side?
Sometimes I feel so far away,
disconnected from you,
disconnected from everyone,
but if I let myself out,
and I let everyone in won't,
that just hurt me in the end?

Won't that just hurt us in the end?
I'm not sure, I feel weird about you,
don't know why I worry much,
about how you're feeling now,
guess now you're someone new,
I feel like I need to care about.

Maybe I just want,
to be closer in the end but,
I don't really like you like that,
and though you are a nice friend,
I worry you'll just slip away.
In my burdens I lay my body,
in my own thoughts I suffocate,
asking all the stars again,
will it all be alright in the end?

© dats_poetry