My heart pounded, ripped with pain.
My soul drifted around aimlessly.
My mind churned in massive thought.
My body agonized beyond relief.
My spirit yearned for solace.

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My now blackened universe crashed
down upon me.
That malignant day I woke to find,
Your stone-cold and lifeless body,
Knelt down in prayer, your hands entwined.

My world abruptly vanished from
beneath my feet.
My stomach churned and bitter bile arose.
My ears rang fiercely with piercing heat.
My head hammered under steadied blows.

My eyes saw you nestled to my disbelief.
Your expression sweetly gratified.
As if you had welcomed the sweet relief.
The instant, you resigned...