I have a lot to say,but the word ain't coming out of my mouth
it's just in my head,and I want to let it out,but i can't
my life is a mess at the same time perfect.

A single mother,who raised me up to become who she wasn't
a father who I tried all I could to get closer but kept on being pushed away
13yrs she developed cancer
she tried all she could to hide it away from me but the wicked thing ate her up
doctors said she had to cut off her breast,but my stubborn church mother refused because she wanted to go back to her maker with a perfect body.

Did she think about me when she made that decision?
or made up her mind to leave a 13yrs old girl alone in this world
no proper explanation of who my father was,why they weren't together.

Almost done with college,yeah she...