#WritcoPoemPrompt54
I feel my heart is wrenching and ask myself is it all worth it? The pain... the crying... the anguish...Maybe I just want to huge someone and share my feelings,
this pressur is pouring up like water,
I wish my chemistrybook would teach me not only how to solve chemical but also solve life problems,
this night is like never dying pain in my heart,
people laugh at my hopeslessness
I scream inside of my heart and smile at the face... sometimes I don't want to try anymore,
Just want to ask one question was this how it's going to end,
was this how my story gonna end..?
Nobody cares about me,on one want me?
Am I never going to make it, they say fake it till you make it then I would have make it already cause I am fakeing my feelings everyday!
Will my pillow always be wet because of my tears! will my window alawys shutdown forever?will my dreams be always turning into nightmare?
will my eye always see tears and darkness in my room?
"will I be sad forever?"
Sometimes I tell myself to just forget the world let them think what ever they want no one cares what they get, My heart beat for myself not for them,
open my window I see the sunshine bright,
I painted my walls with my imagination, I started falling in love with myself,
And I don't dream about being happy anymore cause I am living my life going to place were I never been to,
And now my pillow has been all torn up because of the pillow fights I play with my friends and siblings,
And I am not alone anymore because now I am having a great dinner with my parents everyday from now on,
And now I understand that life is hard but it not that bad when you realise you have loved ones and sometimes you just have to throw your success at haters to shut them up!
Yes I can still see the tears in my eyes because of all the beautiful people who
I love and I know they love me
are with me...♡♡♡