I feel lost...
My chest hurts...

There are words in my mouth
Pictures in my head

The rumbling of my thoughts
The discomfort in my body

I can't breathe
Although I smile

I laugh
Although I cry

This itching in my chest
I can't peel it off

What is this?
Is it pain?

My shoulders are lagging
Just like a bridge with a crack

They don't care
They still walk on that old bridge

Am I a bridge?
Why do I feel like one?

I loved colours
I was colourful

Now, I see shades of grey
I look grey

What to do?
Feels like a hole

Still...