So this is what it feels like
To stop minding
And let it all blending
After months of bleeding

But I know sometimes
It's hard to comprehend
New scars you gain
Hard times in pain

It's just what people do
Yearn for something blurry
Earn to death for loyalty
Then put on thousands of alibis

Can you tell apart now
Between thorns and horns
Consequences of wait and see
Can't fit you into the daydream

Is it suffocating to live
These days when you rather
Dying in the crossing good years
Bring back everything to the way it was

Last time you see her face
Does it hurt you in this phase
Cause it couldn't stop linger
Mercy you'd always seek from her

© damsel with thoughts