Painful it is to see myself being once loved but now blocked
cause the tears, as if, treasured up for so long now get unblocked.

Painful it is to know the one I loved and cared so much
now doesn't care my existence as such.

Painful it is to know that you act very normal
for your absence in my life makes me a complete abnormal.

Painful it is to hear you say "it's nothing but shit"
for once you enjoyed the very essence of the same and it you don't dare to admit.

Painful it is to recognise myself time and agian unwanted
for once you treated me as the only wanted.

Painful it is to have lots of questions longing
but distance between us is killing me without prolonging.

Painful it is to know that it's too easy for you to give up on me every time
for in giving you my complete self I took no time.

Painful it is that you left me as if I am nothing
for ever since you came into my life I put aside everything.



© KATRAGADDA