Sometimes I want to be a villain
Sometimes I want to hurt people
Hurt them just because I can
Some times I want to go back
To when it all began
Sometimes I want to give people a reason to hate me
Because they're going to hate me either way
Stop everyone from thinking
I'm just a piece they can play
I am no knight in shining armor
I can't save anyone
And I only make everything worse
Nobody really wants me around
I am chained, tied and bound.
So why not just be a villain?
No matter how hard I try
I won't be enough
It would be easier to let others die
Easier to hurt
Instead of get hurt.
Sometimes I want to give up
Let them all be right.
Be the villain they made me to be
Just give up this fight
Sometimes I want to be a villain
Sometimes I want to ignore
When someone else cries
Sometimes I want to forget about them
Wipe away the tears in my own eyes
But I can't.
I will never be
I will never hurt someone else
Just because I'm hurting
I wish I could not care
Because caring is so hard.
I wish I could walk away
Break away my bars.
I don't want to love anymore
Because love keeps getting me hurt
I will always and forever remember
The way with death I flirt
I don't want to keep doing this
But I know I can't make that decision
I will always be far too kind
I will never be a villain