I'd rather have you to hold, could I have you to myself? Promise I'll take it easy on you, I'd be eavesdropping on the way you sound. But if you don't get my all then give me grace, for I carried all I could take and the rest I threw away into a wishing well.

Heaven knows I'm a mess but there's still some time to build us a sandcastle inside of this hourglass and I hope that it's with you when I say i do. I'ma be honest and keep it a stack, see, I'm no ocean frankly I'm just tryna be a river, actually, I'm just a kid swimming on my wave, and I'm no lion killer Daniel.

That's why I'm tryna be Caesar, everything that I start I'm finishing, have you ever been in love with someone but terrified of settling? The sate of adult hood is heavy the weight's on me, I need one shot whiskey, two shots of pain and a dash of some memory

Everything happens inside of a season it's my season, with life's lemons I made lemonade but does it still taste the same if I mix it with some dreams of being young and unafraid, I cannot explain what I was, I just know I wasn't nothing. Broken promises made me this way I swear, I wasn't always numb and indifferent.

When I was young and behaved, I thought that love was like medicine, I thought love was magnificent but I loved somebody and it drained all my energy and I couldn't find a remedy. An elusive place once called home, now meaningless before your very eyes, what a fool i was, to believe in the solace of love, for love robbed me of what i thought I knew.

I remember being a kid thinking what's it feels like to be all grown up and being old with your loved ones, now I'm all grown up staring at a kid in the mirror and all I do is wonder if he's proud of me.

I think it's a shame that you can't talk to your younger self 'cause a lot of the time when I was younger
I needed someone exactly like me to show up and be there when I needed them, but I'm here for you now

You're gonna meet some new friends, but one will die then you're gonna be depressed and that's fine you may even find love a few times then you're gonna break-up but that's life, you'll cry it's what you're made to do, and thats what's taken you to one whole night where you don't have pain in you

Careful you don't go block your ways tryna find a Happily ever after. I don't see it happening to me, maybe I'm sick and tired or maybe I'm just getting old, they say the older you get, the wiser you are, I should be wiser by far but I feel more like a child now, broken promises made me this way I swear, I wasn't always numb and indifferent.