Instead of bringing me up you killed me inside with a knife into my heart. I thought the love was real but it was fake since day one. If you did love me you would of not cheated or lied or done everything to me. I put my whole heart into you because I thought you loved me the same way. You broke me down into pieces that I had to put myself together. The people that I ever loved had damaged and hurt me more than I can explain. I had felt all the emotions through my veins that my heart fell to the ground and shattered like glass. I have felt so alone in my own world that I couldn't even fake a smile or laugh. I had to take care of me. I know someday I will find someone who will love me for me and give me all the love and attention. I'm proud of where I am today in my life. I look back and it's more of a learning experience for me. Lost so much but also learned so much.
© Shammy Perdon