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strapped in (keep your limbs inside the ride)
i can only sit and watch as you assume things that i cannot explain—
and i cant help but feel nothing but shame for the things i lack—
and i cant help but feel helpless in my path; what about these diamonds that we have?
.
i cant help feel nothing but pain in your eyes as you sense that i’ve disengaged from your life unintentionally— honey, i cant breathe—
and i’m sorry for my high winded atrophies that you feel heavily— and i’m sorry for tumbling down off my very high horse that i’ve built that didn’t start from the ground that we built .. and i’m sorry for the repetition.. for my manic days, my high strung ways.. my mahogany cage that i’ve built out of rage and pain and resentment and the fear of change.. and i’m sorry that i’m so scared of my ways that i cant move from this page.
.
i’m so scared to be put through examination and scrutiny and AI— i cant breathe—
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
.
i don’t need
i don’t need
i don’t need help
i cant manage
do this myself
© Fae 💕
and i cant help but feel nothing but shame for the things i lack—
and i cant help but feel helpless in my path; what about these diamonds that we have?
.
i cant help feel nothing but pain in your eyes as you sense that i’ve disengaged from your life unintentionally— honey, i cant breathe—
and i’m sorry for my high winded atrophies that you feel heavily— and i’m sorry for tumbling down off my very high horse that i’ve built that didn’t start from the ground that we built .. and i’m sorry for the repetition.. for my manic days, my high strung ways.. my mahogany cage that i’ve built out of rage and pain and resentment and the fear of change.. and i’m sorry that i’m so scared of my ways that i cant move from this page.
.
i’m so scared to be put through examination and scrutiny and AI— i cant breathe—
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
.
i don’t need
i don’t need
i don’t need help
i cant manage
do this myself
© Fae 💕
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