Been lost for days
Never know what they say
Smoke in my lungs
Yes I’m stuck in my ways
Never living great
Its always a rainy day
City flood turns to ocean
Can’t swim out this wave
Water had me too scared
Had to push Reno away
I’ll value our time
I’ll wear it like Flavor Flav
Now I’m working
I gotta stay paid
So no offense
But get that BPD out my way
Lil shawty bad
But no way that could stay
Gotta chase the cheddar
Forgive me for my ways
Been lost in my mind
Been a few days
People talk to me
But I don’t hear what they say
Just feels like they judging me
Oh, Anxiety said “hey”
I feel the need to run
I get high so I stay
Pray I get some gas
Or I won’t make it today
Been lost for weeks
Looking in the mirror
I don’t see me
Only see a failure
Who’s barely on his feet
“Good job for not giving up”
I been accepted defeat
I know this life is a gamble
I crap out on three’s
Steady numbing my feels
When someone’s happy for me
Not trying to be rude
Just don’t know what to say
Usually high out my mind
Everyday’s a low day
Depression on my ass
Leave me alone FOR GOD SAKE
I’ve been lost for days
Never know what they say
Smoke in my lungs
Yes Im stuck in my ways
Need an angel today
I need a beautiful soul
To warm my rainy days
Secretly codependent
You’re touch is my grace
You rid me of depression
Yea you made it fade
But then you went crazy
You showed your ways
I need a girl like my Depression
Then I’ll know she’ll always stay

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By: SilenceTheKidd
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